CUT

"Hello Eve. Happy New Year. "

"Years are not supposed to be happy , Eve."

"Did you just cut your cut ? "

"Er. That is just so dumb."

"I think I did."

"In that case, Take the following steps for cuts and lacerations.Stop the Bleeding. Apply direct pressure on the area.Clean and Protect. Clean the area with warm water and gentle soap.."

"Oh God! That sounds like a painful treatment. I don't want to even touch the cut ..putting pressure is out of question."

"You are brave. Don't be a stubborn child. Come, Come here"

"No.Why do you have an answer for everything? It's so annoying that you don't stop."

"Because I do. Because I was there. Because I know where you belong"

"Oh, Our active pursuit of joy?" 

"Yes and No. Let's not remember the sea. I warned you. I am again warning you"

"I just want kindness. Real kindness. I am tired of the kind violence now."

"Do you not see the pattern here? The similarities ?"

"I see them. Frightening and comforting. "

"Why are you writing it here? It's too early to write about this. Maybe it's better if we don't register this."

" I asked Him to intervene. For the first time I asked. I want to remember this." 

"So? You are not ready. You are the type who cuts her cut."

" He fell into me. He spoke. And I shut my eyes for a blink to experience eternity." 

" It's all transactional.  It's all intelligent theory"

" I think it's how Angels view the world. Its karmic." 

" It's how the whimsicals view the world. It's just a coincidence." 

" You are a cynic. Ouch." 

" You are a romantic. Yikes."

"Maybe. It's a knife that will cut deep. Maybe it's a knife that will cut open and extract the poison. Maybe it's a knife that will kill me. Maybe this is what we need. Maybe this is what we need to run from. I don't care. I don't have the energy to care. Its a knife...it got through..isn't that something?" 

" Your ability to find new and unique ways to cut your self baffles me." 

"STOP it Eve."

"Eve, you STOP."